IN THE BEGINNING, A DREAM

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In the Memory of Amb. Antonio Cabangon-Chua

(SINING AT KULTURA / by ED CORDEVILLA )

 

IN THE beginning, a dream,

Just hope, for a miracle,

As the love for a mother,

Like water, fulfilled its expression,

In the books that would run out

Of pages, in the distances measured

By sea-water or droplets of childhood tears,

In the barefoot journey of a son

Tracing the footsteps a mother paid the earth,

A vocabulary of need perfumed

By sweat and aspired apple that seduced

A soldier’s merciless kick on his fragile form,

The tormenting pain enough school allowance

Until graduation day, for the kick

Did erase his desire for the fruit

But did awaken a much deeper hunger,

There in that corner of memory

Where raindrops drowned his tears.

 

Out of her mother’s footprints

He grew treasures named after flowers

Of various kinds, where her mother

Laughed in lovely amusement he built

Mansions to house her sweet echoes,

The streets where they, mother and son, walked by

He littered with gold and compassion for the poor,

In the cities where no door used to open for them

He built thousands of rooms

That even the spaces would often lose the right count.

 

The life-dance of mother and son

Gracefully, gracefully created prayerful music

Such that the heavens applauded with blessings

After blessings, until what was a dream

Became tangible like an empire,

And it was their humble beginnings

That finally felt like a dream.

 

But, it was not a dream,

The kick in the gut left a scar

In him, for how many youths did he

Lend a hand to so they could reach

Their own stars? So they could escape

The mark of a combat boot on their souls?

 

After selling to them his dream

Morning after morning, the cities did

Not really forget their hunger,

In fact, they still sniff for his familiar scent

Even long after he left mirthfully with the sun.

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